it surprises me how loaded with emotion and resenment and contradiction i am, everytime i try and put it out in the open. they say the best way is to talk about it. i cannot talk about it. it just touches too deep and hurts too much everytime. only i am allowed to go that deep.
all growns-up.
my life, mine, my own.
This blog holds my inner conversations. It's that gentle push to blink open your eyes and get going. Think earthly possessions or a simple recipe. Think coffee. This is a blog pulling the lurex threads in an otherwise ordinary piece of fabric.
Monday, September 18, 2006
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the thing is pel, even if you talk about it, nothing changes...you just feeel more naked and vulnerable...
breath through it...
i have no idea how people like us are supposed to survive through these...
by breathing through it i suppose...
luv,
s.
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