i wore a black vintage-look dress. ozgur was so cute, and so was kursat. i love them so much, they made me feel so good about everything before and after the gig. we are a team now. just when i'm ready to go, i feel i belong somewhere. i guess that's the way of things here, i.e, life. some songs we liked doing and did well: smooth operator (it felt like an unplugged version of sade's, very cool) come rain or come shine (bluesy, soo delicious) almost blue (i almost cried, seriously) angel eyes (always) devil may care (i gave it a tad bit of melancholic flavor, i liked it) spooky (fun-ky) i was tense. in spite of the crowd who was there to really listen to me, at "my jubilee" as we called it. you gotta leave it at a height. i ended up taking a cab back home on my own at 2 a.m. the measure of just how lonely i am in this city.
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My favorite shapes are pear and marquise. Therefore the ring of the last photo I found to be a dear. Lovely placement really.
I have to confess though, for me it was more the stone. I felt that this little stone which is so ever-lasting, actually embodies my temporariness, my uniqueness. There will be a 1:1 mapping between us as long as I live. And then it will not be mine anymore. It will be mine one and only though, even if it gets lost, stolen or if I pass it to someone else.
So how long are you going to keep looking Pelin?