i can't get started


i don't know what happened. okay, i know what happened and why it happened, but i don't know how to fix it. i can't get started with my life. because it's not my life anymore. it's our life and i want to spend it with him, not here on my own.


we were walking through the streets of seattle and he helped this guy in a wheelchair to a streetcorner, and 'all the things you are' was playing in the nearby cafe, we went in.

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ozlem said…
i feel the same way as you do and wish you good luck. i know both of you can handle it, i guess life is sth like that.
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